Happily & ever after.

2012-01-21T15:34:00.001+08:00

"Don’t know about your world but mine is really kinda chaotic. Often too easy to get caught up in ourselves and our issues to spare a thought for feelings that aren’t our own. Being selfish and full of pride leads to tons of unnecessary fights that are exhausting and pointless. At the end of the day, it’s the love you wanted at the beginning that you still want, so why hurt it just cos you’re too blinded by anger and pride to see that your way isn’t the only route to happiness?

Sometimes we wanna give up or want what we can’t have cos we *think* it’s better than what we do have. We let go way too easily because we think we have options. Our egos assume we deserve better, our selfishness points the blame at others, and our pride refuses to let us reflect and assess if the fault is ours. What people consistently fail to consider is whether we’d be okay if we lost what we have, forever. What if we can never get it back or anything remotely close? What if this is the best we will ever get?" - Yankaykay

2012-01-21T15:03:00.008+08:00

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door

‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication

To realize what we used to have,

We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me

No matter how long my knees are on the floor

So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’

Will keep you by my side

Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

Cause there’ll be no sunlight

If I lose you, baby

There’ll be no clear skies

If I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds

My eyes will do the same, if you walk away

Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite

Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye

Oooh if I was in their shoes,

I’d be doing the same thing

Sayin there goes my little girl

Walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand

Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds

Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try

I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding

If that’ll make you mine

Cause there’ll be no sunlight

If I lose you, baby

There’ll be no clear skies

If I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds

My eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

Don’t just say, goodbye

I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding

If that’ll make it right

Cause there’ll be no sunlight

If I lose you, baby

There’ll be no clear skies

If I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds

My eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

HAPPY 2012! throws confetti

2012-01-05T16:11:00.005+08:00

NYE started w/ housewarming at bro's hse w/ the guys! YAY FINALLY SAW NWS AFTER SO LONNNNNNG! Yi Lin was there too :) Started eating once we reached 0.0 hahahaha had buffet but I ate a lil' only because I wanted to save my tummy space for the steamboat at JW's hse w/ the girls! Drank a lil' after that, ws' bro just keep pouring for us only lor.. But he's damn nice! Rly like a big brother to us. :) Finished ard half a bottle of Martell but I drank a few cups only, CJ drank the rest for me hehe. That explains his supa red face. Wanted to leave ard 8 plus initially but the guys kept dragging me don't let me go T_T, so I said I can't miss the fireworks and all of them ask me go youtube it. Yes, guys being guys. Never will they appreciate all these! :@ All girls love seeing all these, right? Or only me O_O So I decided to bring the guys over w/ me too!

We can leave bro's place + I can meet my girls = one stone shoot two birds.
So we cabbed over and we started eating agn too~ But sigh, I ate a lil' only too because my tummy is alrdy feeling a lil' uneasy from the drinks. Hahahahaha but I still spam cheese hotdogs ^^ Played card games while waiting for 12AM. Kept telling all of them 1157PM we must go out camp alrdy, all bth me 'cos I kept repeating hahahahaha I NO CARE!
FINALLY, MY MOMENT CAME. FIREWORKS! *POP POP POP* That moment I got so happy I've no idea why too. Perhaps being able to spend this day w/ my two fav cliques is what I long wanted!
♥ My girls & guys ♥ We've all known each other since secondary school days! \(^_^)/ How fast time flies...

Can't rly rmbr wht happened after that though... Busy camwhoring w/ the girls, painting nails, Hoegaarden, crapping till 3 plus 4. Went down and they got McD's icecream! Yx was alrdy dreaming and complaining I'm always taking away his sleeping time because I always force him to stay till the end w/ us! :p Just like Christmas eve at Gary's place hahahahaha we're all in this tgt ok bitch!

Separated our ways and went back w/ Xi Ting, Xue Li, Jackie & Zf. The torture part came... COULDN'T FIND A CAB AT ALL TILL AFTER SGH. THIS IS TERRIBLE AND TIRING. Saw one from afar and I ran, rly ran. Hahahahaha cabbed bck w the 2 girls and crashed at Ah Li's place till next morn. :)

On a side note, I'm glad that Christmas Eve + New Year Eve were both well spent. Also kind of glad that it's over so I won't be drinking so often anymore! :D But hey, I think I can drink btr now compared to the past? I thinkkkkk. Kidding lah hahahahaha.
No idea since when, my parents are more open to me spending the night out and drinking outside. :/ Sec3 onwards I guess? I don't knw whether is it a good or bad thing... But I still knw what's right or wrong lah obviously! Discipline is the key hahahaha.
And crap, school started. No idea why I dislike poly life so much. It wasn't this case in secondary school. Ever since I stepped into this poly life, I'm literally dragging myself to pass everyday. This s u c k s so much... Perhaps is the workload I guess.
TBH, I can't wait for the next term break alrdy. :(

Somehow, seeing all my friends happily attached or found someone they love, I'm happy for them! This defines true friends I guess. :) I don't knw I'm crazy or what but sometimes I do pray for all the good things to fall on them. Hope all of them will last/get tgt w/ the one that truly deserves them ♥ LOVE Y'ALL MWAH, I wouldn't trade anyone of you for anything else I swear! And yup, there's some others that are not mentioned in this post too ♥

All of you are in this small heart of mine, always. :D

I have died everyday waiting for you~

2012-01-02T11:56:00.004+08:00

NEW FAV SONG! ♥

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed that I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

2011-12-28T05:24:00.001+08:00

Why am I even letting you to have that impact on me......

#nowplaying - Someone like You

2011-12-27T13:43:00.004+08:00

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged I remember you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

PS/ I'm gna kill the next person that ask me who I'm talking abt in my previous post. IT'S A SHOW!!!!!! :@
But MAYBE, I can relate it in real life too someday.

2011-12-26T22:36:00.001+08:00

It's funny how some people can turn into someone who they said they will never be. How is this possible? I really don't get it.

Maybe they didn't change at all, this is them right from the start.
I'm not angry, just disappointed and find it ridiculously wrong.
A misplaced trust?

Merry X'mas~ ☃

2011-12-26T00:35:00.009+08:00

Dear space,
I'm back to you after two months or so, again. For the good and the bad, mostly bad. :(

This year, unlike the other years, is a really bad one. Not really in terms of mentally (thou it constitute part of it too), but more of physically. I had my wart removed (LIKE FINALLY), I fell after so long(!!!!), I kind of fractured my right lil' small toe and it's still swollen now, I banged my face against the wall and the wound is STILL ON MY FACE UGHHHH and the list goes on.....

It took me ard....4 mths(?) to thoroughly remove the wart and YES, IT'S GONE FOR GOOD NOW! Hopefully though because the doctor said that there's still chances of it coming back no no pls.... It's really tiring because I've to consistently be back at NUH for my follow up every 4-6 weeks and the timing is always freaking early and weird, like 1028AM? And I've to apply the med on my stupid toe twice a day! Not forgetting to cover it with a plaster whenever I'm out to prevent it from being infected. YOU TELL ME TROUBLESOME A NOT?? But still, I did it willingly lah because I really wanted it to heal so badly.... :( Couldn't run or walk normally at the beginning at all..
Don't wna mention how I fell on my knee but hiya, damn stupid one can. I only landed on my left knee and it explains why the wound is so jia lat. There's still scar on my knee now bitch!! HATE IT SO MUCH.
How I got the bruise and swell on my lil toe was when I was playing with my maid. Played a prank on her and I tried to run away furiously after that and yada, my feet just bang straight to the wall. I really really believe in karma since then on hahahahahaha.
And, the bruise on my face! Was feeling supa giddy when I was about to use the toilet at home and there my face goes, straight to the wall and I really got no idea why and how did it happened. Dad was so worried and kept asking am I beaten up by someone because the bruise on my face is actually quite big O_O And oh!! I tried rubbing my bruise with an egg and the egg really turned black, amazing! (not the whole egg lah of course)

SO YUP!! This year is ending and I'm kind of glad abt it? It's like a year with all the misfortunate things happening to me lah...really. Can't get any more worse jia lat kua zhang already s e r i o u s l y. 5 days to 2012.... I really really wish everything will get better, for myself and for everyone around me! And actually I realized, some of these stupid things can be avoided IF I'm more careful and observant but sadly I'm not and will never be. I choose to be blind most of the time and although it's sometimes irritating that I can't look far, I ren ming la. This is me, this is Jessie. The one who forever refuses to wear specs/contacts but I guess, I got no choice but to start loving it now. I know I can't be forever relying on others to look out for me cause no one promises to be there for us at the end of the day.

A sucky year, a sucky me.
Till then, XO.

For the last day of September.

2011-09-30T11:06:00.001+08:00

So much tht happened lately, still feeling thankful for the awesome people tht nvr left. <3
So holidays had started for ard 4 weeks, and only left w 2 weeks. Don't knw to feel sad or happy? Sad because I won't be able to meet up w transformers and all so often anymore, glad because I won't be spending money so often and eating so much anymore! :p Gotta start saving and dieting once sch starts >:/
1.5 years of poly life to go... I wna get over and done w it soon! It's a torture.

别人说的话, 随便听一听, 自己作决定。

2011-06-20T20:43:00.002+08:00

Heh, at Sop's hse now w girls! :D Just had steamboat and BBQ! So smelly but warming, just like the old timesssssssss! There's WII and karaoke too ^^ LOVEEE.

2011-01-20T11:24:00.000+08:00

Bye, 2010

2010-12-31T14:09:00.003+08:00

Jan-Mar: Waiting for O's result, a tense yet at the same time, a carefree period it was. Was really contemplating which poly to enter and finally, I decided on NP and heh, so glad I entered NP 'cause I met lovely classmates!! :D
Apr-Sept: First sem started, got lost in sch almost everyday for the 1st entire mth!! Finally got familiar with the surrounding and everything started to be great C:
Oct-Nov: It's either working or studying :'(
Dec: I'm glad I've great friends. Thank you to those whoever that cared and concerned, I love ya'll ok! Thanks XL, thanks YX for gathering the usuals, and thank YOU. Life goes on, things go wrong. We just got to move along with it isn't it? And yep, I did ittttttt ^^v

SO NOW, I'M WELCOMING 2011 WITH MY BOTH HANDS :D *WAVES*

School? Course?

2010-12-22T10:48:00.001+08:00

Ngee Ann, Real Estate Business :)

Ask me anything

formspring.me

2010-12-20T13:07:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/ismelljessie

are you still with heamen ?

2010-12-20T13:05:00.001+08:00

Ask me personally if you wna know.

Ask me anything

Hello^___^ Guess who am I ? ^^~

2010-12-17T19:59:00.005+08:00

I DON'T CARE WHO YOU'RE!!

Ask me anything

What is your opinion abt Melody? ^____^

2010-12-17T19:59:00.003+08:00

Who's she???? :o HAHAHAHA!!

Ask me anything

Hello^_____^ Can you fill me in the story too? ^_^

2010-12-17T19:59:00.001+08:00

EH NO WAY!!

Ask me anything

how's life?

2010-12-17T11:19:00.003+08:00

Great, I guess? :)

Ask me anything

what is your opinion about xueli? ;)

2010-12-17T11:19:00.001+08:00

Mm, a vvvv good friend of mine <3

Ask me anything

NONE?? I THOUGHT TOOTHPASTE WILL WIN :( HAHAHAHAHA! HORHOR!

2010-12-17T11:18:00.001+08:00

Eh haizz, long story! Will fill you in when I meet you k :)

Ask me anything

Hello^^~ Do you miss a girl call Melody ? ^_______^ !

2010-12-03T12:22:00.001+08:00

DEFINITELY NOOOOOOOOOO!!

Ask me anything

NZF's 18th

2010-12-02T14:43:00.000+08:00

Headed to meet the guys for XLB after sch! And celebrated ZF's bday. Alright to summarize things up, it's just a day nothing but filled with fun! :)

If you could change one thing that happened last year what would it be?

2010-11-30T19:47:00.001+08:00

I can't rmbr anything that happened last mth, you think I can rmbr last yr? HAHAHAHA.

Ask me anything

2010-11-23T20:36:00.000+08:00

I love my class!! It's getting more fun :D I wish the bond wld just continue to growww. Like how 5brilliants did ;)

And oh, Darling called me ytd!! And on Sun too! He at thr enjoying lor, eat slp drink party. I think he forgot he got a girlf in Sg alrd! Hmpfffff.

2010-11-20T11:34:00.002+08:00

The wonderful girls! - Joycelyn Xi Ting Jing Wen Shi Hui & Xue Li (L)

Miss those times..

2010-11-20T10:10:00.005+08:00

The random noises you make to annoy me, the annoying names you gave but I still love it, the hurtful words you say but I know you don't mean any of it, the crazy things we do that I'll never get to forget it, the ways you showered me with your love to make me feel I'm the happiest, the funny bickers we had to annoy each other, the smiles you gave that makes me feel so happy too, the way you say you love me and I wna say thanks for being so amazing :)

6 days and I'm a happy girl again! :D

2010-11-16T19:40:00.004+08:00

Saw a classmate's tweet abt boyf being more impt than friend. Some rly are I admit, like boyf is there everything (Heamen doesn't treat me as his everything & I don't too, and that's the right way of course) but duh, some rly aren't. It's RLY RLY hard to balance btw friendships and relationships, I mean srsly fking hard can? Like one party bound to be unhappy in the end no matter what? Darling feels the same way too. I always try to think to the very depth when I make a decision, like I can think for a day or even longer, thinking abt the consequences if I go with this decision or that. OK IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE THEN DON'T READ ANYMORE JUST GO AWAY.. SO PEK CEK LAH WHEN PPLE CAN SAY I ALWAYS WITH MY BOYF. DON'T KNW THE SITUATION THEN STFU LAH. Ok no pple say to me yet, or they just didn't but only among themselves IDC also lah. Just say to my face if you dare and not in other places like whatever y'know I know. I do treasure every of my friendships as well as my r/s with Bie. And I rly hope friends out thr can understand my difficulties? Like pls spare a thought for me, it's not easy to manage /maintain a 2yrs plus r/s y'know. (ok I sound so being wrongly accused hahaha) Pls let me feel that friends are thr to support, not to flame. You knw I'll be thr when you need me too :> Friends that knw me long enough shld knw what type of person am I & I THANK YOU FOR THAT :) But some, no matter knwing for how long, still like knwing for a wk. No trust /understanding. (IN GENERAL NO PIN POINTING DON'T FEEL SCARE)
I knw some can rly manage well, kudos for that but I'm trying real hard, ever since from the start.
Hope my girls will understand... But if you don't, don't act like nothing happen at all when you're boiling shit inside. I RLY HATE HYPOCRITES A LOT A LOT.. :(

JUST RANTING THOUGH! :)

2010-10-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

I'm a good girlf met bbyboy after his work at HF! Felt like killing him on the spot when I saw him all dressed up while I wore shorts, thinking that we aren't rly going anywhere far. But! He told me we're gg town... I wearing shorts uh pretty boy. But heng not slippers ^^ First was to get his headphones! Spent quite some time at there walking the maze hahaha! The new ps3 car game like nice only!! Darling's buying but his not invited me to his place so.. CRY. I ask other guys lor hehe keeedingzz!! Yao qing wo qu hao ma. But I also don't know how to play hahaha. Had the handburgers for dinner. Kind of waste money though, esp Darling's. Before he ordered, told him that he must eat the lettuce and tomato that comes tgt with it but well, mei you chi expected. Went to usual to talk talk!! Love you~

2010-10-14T23:04:00.004+08:00

Went ECP with babyboy! :) Waa I tell your all, like went for walkaton lor -.- K after alighting, we WALKED all the way to the lagoon makan. Took like 20mins while cycling is half the time spent! But walking can pei yang gan qing so nvm! :/ Chasing him, shouting at each other, asking him to carry my bag for a while and running away when he passes it bck and lalala all the fun! BULLYING YOU I LOVE :p Reached and we orderd hokkien mee (YES HOKKIEN ME NOT A PLACE OF SOTONGS), fried rice, stingray yummy and my dou hua shui!! And we saw a BIG CREATURE on a guy shirt, like spider thingy? Super black super scary. We immediately changed our seats. Imagine on me... @.@ After that, walked for another 20mins bcos of Mr Heamenjit. Walao bring me walk ulu ulu road lor, with the consistent frog sound and falling branches tskkk. And the best is, I forgot to bring my comb out so for the whole day, my hair is like.. mei yi xia de lor. And hahah, bus trips are nvr ending with you! :)

Though I kept complaining, I still enjoyed kkkkkkk :D

2010-10-09T23:05:00.001+08:00

Met Ms Ang at NUH to collect Mom's medicine. Totally lost abt whr is the place of collection hahaha! Followed the sign board and finally reached. Collected and off we go to ECP! Miss it so much! As usual, went to my number 10 rock! Forgot how to climb alrd hahah! Went to lagoon ard 6plus for a feast. Fav duck porridge, stingray, lala & FRIED OYSTER! One work - YUMMYLICIOUS. The stingray served thr is rly nice, the nicest I've ever had so far. Took 196 bck and halfway through, feel like pee pee uh hehe. Alighted and figured my way to the washroom at outram. FIRST TIME alone without anyone beside to help me, so became specsy. Took 190 bck :)

2010-10-08T23:11:00.008+08:00

As promised to Darling, had Nandos as his belated birthday present! Happy a not finally waste my money! :'( HAHAHAHA. Went in at ard 6plus as the crowd wld start at 7pm. And yes, mins after we're in, the queue started! Like always, we took quite some time to decide what to have. So finally, Darling had kebap and I've 1/2 chicken! Expected, i can't finish so Darling came to the rescue again :D Oh yah, the drink I ordered was superb! Can't rmbr the name thou. Went to the usual place to chillax after that, had fun!! :)

2010-10-01T23:51:00.003+08:00

HEHE CUTE ASS :p

THE BIG DIFFERENCE

Had our breakfast in the morning at BM hawker & accompanied Darling for his haircut! He got a new job with a pay that is pretty good that requires him to have a neater hair. Otw thr, both of us were discussing what style he shld cut but got to no conclusion so I suggesting him asking the stylist and indeed, he did a good job hahaha! You look great honey, don't worry abt the back it isn't that short. Next wk Nandos k? Wo promise lah :)

** Thanks for the day Darling, I enjoyed it though I'm rly a sleepy head :( YOU KNW WHAT I MEAN! :D

2010-09-21T14:11:00.001+08:00

I'll never be able to forget that night... :)
And I wouldn't even want to.

2010-08-26T12:08:00.001+08:00

Have any one of you went through a war btw countries before? Alright I had this dream last night that Sg is in a war with another country. Sounds stupid but ah, that experience and feeling was undescribleable. The feeling of fear that you had when you're losing the ones you love. So it goes like this. The war started and I got seperated with my family members but Dad & mom were tgt, both sisters were tgt. And me, tgt with one girl but I can't rmbr who, Xl? So the girl and I was captured by the soldiers and I was texting Heamen halfway asking how is he because the soldiers were going to kill all the males but why? Idk too..
Normally in shows the soldiers will rape the females but heng much, they're decent soldiers ^^ But our phone was confiscated. YAH LAH THE SOLDIER PUT IN HIS POCKET I SAW IT!! (but luckily Heamen replied me before the soldier kept it!) I remembered I kept the phone in my shoe but he found it with a device that could scan through my whole body and when there's a gadget found on me, the device will show a green light. So without the phone, I couldn't contact my family members and Heamen. But somehow, the phone's in my hands again, can't rmbr why though. So I called second sis and moma, and yeah I FOUND THEM!! Dad's a male but he's alive o.o but but but DAD LOST A LEG! His right leg. I don't have time to find Heamen because I was woken up by my sis!! STUPID ENOUGH..
Well, they're those that I fear of losing.

I'M SAYING OUT SO THAT IT WON'T COME TRUE!!!

2010-08-18T12:19:00.001+08:00

Alright! I guess I've been slacking too much, revision shall start! >:( After exams > WORK! Need to top up the amt in the bank bal thanks to online shopping -__- HAHAHAHA! But well, I enjoy stressful life :0 Sounds wrong though. And I was thinking, why am I caring so much for my looks? It's just a pimple on my face, and I've been whining none stop. Will be gone soon I hope! And my figure, I'm not fat, just not slim enough. But.. I should start appreciating life and myself more, yeah? ^^

Appreciating it

2010-08-16T12:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday caught the NDP replay on channel 8! OMG I'LL NVR GET BORED OF NDP REPLAYS WHY AH? Hahahaha asked my friends to watch, all say boring. Darling also! :'( So I caught the whole replay, nvr leave my butt from the sofa at all for the 3.75hrs. Oh yah I did! When they sang the national anthem & recite the pledge! Hehehe I stood up & did too! ^^ Ok I guess I'm just too excited. But I like the way I am, so enthusiastic over these kind of things, singing the national day songs & clapping along, though alone :/ Yes even some of sounds Idk, I still mumbled along with the lyrics shown! This year's NDP song is Song for Singapore, nice nice! Slyvia Ratonel voice is whoa, amazing. HAHAHAHA guess all these things I'm doing won't change, maybe when I'm old & too weak to clap? I'll ask mt grandchilden to clap then! Hmm and my future husband has to be either the pilot driving the national day plane or the parade commander! Or even the one jumping from the parachute? So coool lah. HAHAHAHA HEAMEN GO TRAIN! After that was the 630pm daily news, I never fail to watch it daily too, another hobby of mine! And this is when I saw the news of district in China. Gosh, devastating news happening thr again. Let's pray & keep praying. Hope this will nvr happen in Singapore but it's possible as there are many holes dug underground due to the constructions of MRTs & underground passes.

2010-08-11T23:08:00.001+08:00

Went for Kbox with Ms Ang, yes again! :D Had lots of fun singing, scaring each other and holding my mini concert! I promise a grand one soon ok? Hehe I knw you're waiting! Both of us were so hungry as we didn't eat anything since the morning and it was already like, 5pm? Hahaha met the guys anw, a sudden meetup but everything was great like always whenever we hang out. Dined at Astons, and ohmygod the queue was.. WHOA! I guessed we queued for an hr but time passed fast though with all the crapping and teasing, esp with brother ard. FINALLY I MET YOU!! :> So finally when we got in, we starting thinking of what to do next, pointing fingers at each other to think. So finally, we deciding to head to Swirl Art and blablablah..

2010-08-09T13:00:00.002+08:00

A pity that I didn't get to watch any of the fireworks with Darling for the NDP, not even the rehearsals. But hey, there's still more to come honey :) Had fun with them anw.

2010-08-06T10:56:00.002+08:00

Too much to say but can't say it here. How? Lil diary writing time. Can alrd right? Zzz.

BIRTHDAY W YOU

2010-07-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

My plate -__- totally filled. While his is..

Empty like what!!
So the day started with the surprise he wanted to give me! MY LONG WANTED CABLE CAR WITH HIM WISH!!! But hey boy, I gussed it so WHAHAHA. But still, I appreciated the thought honey! Thanks love! The journey was frm Harbour Front > Mount Faber > Sentosa & bck agn, expensive lahhhhhhhh but once in a while so.. :) Blablah & dined at Fish & co. After getting a taste of the food served at Manhanttan, I find that Fish & co. just couldn't be on par with them :> SO NO MORE FISH & CO. FROM NOW ON!

YOUR BIRTHDAY WISH WILL COME TRUE HONEY~

HAPPY 2ND HAPPINESS YR DEAREST!

2010-06-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2ND HONEY! I SAID HAPPY 2ND MY DEAR!! :D Alright, so we started the day at Town in the late evening! Got our tics for Karate Kid @ 11pm, whoo great! Ever since we got our bus concession, transportation is always in buses, never trains anymore, even if it's just a stop away, we still go bus bus bus! HAHAHAHAHA. Had our dinner at 313, a italian restaurant which I forgot the name of it. Food was great, Darling had some creamy pork chop thingy while I had something which Darling says that it looks like black hairs which totally freaked me out. Thanks ah idiottttt. They're screening WC meanwhile too! Next was to @Scape, nothing much over there still. Found a seat and tadah, presents opening time!! Love opened the present that I got for him, which he didn't expect it to be. HAHAHAHAHA I'M GLAD YOU LIKE IT HONEY :> Made our way to Cathay, found a cosy seat and chat for 1hrs plus, I can't believe we did it! Non stop ok. Hey chatterbox Darling! :p Karate kid is like 10/10 from my view. Jaden Smith is so cute, esp the way he speaks mandarin! But as usual, I fell aslp halfway through. BUT! For a while only 'cause I forced myself to be awake since that was what I told Darling. Movie ended at ard 115am and we walked to flyers. Wow ah. Cabbed hme after that, nice amt. $22. :/ But still, I still enjoyed myself baby. I mean it :) THANKS FOR YOUR GIFT TOO BOY! SO SWEET OF YOU! And your card is the best! (you should knw what I mean hahahahaha)

2010-06-19T23:24:00.002+08:00

Met love' hehe at interchange and I played hide and seek with him as usual, but argh, was alrd caught when crossing the road! *&%$#%^ Alright when for shopping again. HAHAHAHA MY SHOPAHOLIC BOYF :D Starbucks! Had a great great time there, love the cosy-ness and the warm embraced by your arms C:

Wonder how you found my link lil' boy? But nvm, just quietly read my post k :> If not HE will skin you alive.

a fun fun day

2010-06-17T23:42:00.001+08:00

Haji lane trip was great geat great 8) DTF is just SIMPLY DELICIOUS! AND I LOVE THE JUMPSUIT MANY MANY!!! (Y)(Y)(Y)

2010-06-14T22:58:00.001+08:00

Met XL & SH at Central for Wu Han Steamboat, AUNTY LUCY!! HAHAHAHHA. They serve us real lot of fooddddddd, and SH ate the most hehehe!! Nice right SH, see I only "kiap" for you and not XL leh :> Overall the food was great (Y) Followed by Haji Lane, and we really really had lots of fun there. SH was our fashion designer :O A IMPOSTER & UNPROFESSINAL ONE INDEED! :D Planned to go for a "cruise" but the weather is damn damn sunny. Town was the next station and I took a long time to decide.. SORRY LUH GIRLS! :D AUNTIE ANNE! Chilled at Starbucks and had a great time laughing at there :) SOON AGAIN GIRLS!

2010-06-12T23:26:00.002+08:00

Went out with prettyboy to Vivo for his presentation clothes, you look handsome in it boy C: Marina for shopping as usual and pop-eyes for dinner! Yummy dual set :D

2010-06-02T13:57:00.002+08:00

Been feeling lousy these days, why must I.
CT cming, I'm gna make it through.
YES I WILL.

BABY YOU WORK HARD TOO!! :D

20daysleft.

2010-05-22T12:18:00.003+08:00

happy 21st dearest boy!! :*

(you left for melacca, leaving me here, you idiot)

2010-05-15T23:26:00.001+08:00

Met up with you as usual on this sat. We planned to go back late and we did, although not really late because I'm always a sleepy head I know you knw. Head supported on your lap, body with a big carefour brochure lying underneath. Remember how you managed to place it secretly in my bag? Soon enough I fell asleep and you played your itouch games while trying your best not to make any slight movements so as not to get me awake. I appreciate that honey. So we laid at there with the big ocean that's in front of us and the breeze that stoke across our face continuously, I enjoyed. Took night rider back as usual. I was looking at the bus board, trying to figure out what bus are you taking because you doesn't want to tell me. Your bus came when I was still looking. You didn't tell me nor did you board the bus because you said you were worried for me if you leave me here alone. You said you know the clumsy side of me well :)

2010-05-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

(the only photo I found it decent!)

OK I MISS GESS I MISS GESS!!

Enjoyed

2010-05-01T23:16:00.007+08:00

HAPPY, CONTENTED, APPRECIATED! Out with Darling was a fruitful one, :D ! Alright, but he kept showing off his attire > F.Perry tee, Levis jeans & manhanttan portage bag == ASSHOLE, you wait and see.. (ok this is called love influence and not peer influence roflmao) So we headed to Town to get his sperry top-sider shoes, a pretty one indeed! 313 for shirts & others, definitely a great bargain right baby! YOU'RE SO LUCKY LAH ASS :D Got myself 2 tees from cotton on.. Poor me, nothing to spend on! :( Next was to Bugis street. We went in and got on the next min, stupid boy. Followed by Lil India for makan, another breakthrough of mine.. HEHEHE love I'll try it more often.. Got Darling's perfume too! Another totally worth it purchase that he got! Took the bus bck from Vivo and Darling promised me that he'll alight halfway and u-turn bck but apparently, he's lying but Idky I believed it once again.. You better get down the next time you understand! To add on, the bus driver was rly one kan jiong spider, he totally speed & I can feel that the accelerator was at its maximum. So Darling, commuters & I was flying in the air especially when there's a hum, freaking funny. So when we're flying, I wld grap onto Darling's thigh and he just couldn't stop laughing at me because he knows I'm scare :x ALRIGHT BABY RECAP RECAP!! HOW MUCH YOU SPENT TODAY?! HAHAHAAHA.

Avoid?

2010-04-29T21:10:00.002+08:00

Sometimes there's really so much so much that I want to tell you, about how I feel in me, how I feel in us. But you see, after contemplating at times, I'll always find it a waste of time or simply meaningless because you just couldn't understand, or even bother. Though you denied it at times, but I know it.. And at that moment I just wish I could be more ignorant, at least I could feel better, and not in this state anymore. You always say this will end soon as everything's numbered, I pondered, do you really wish so? Is this what you really wanted in us? Perhaps you already got sick of us. All these while I guess we're just compromising with one another. But yeah, let me know if you want to end it. I'll accept it I promise. Still friends no doubt :)

A new start.

2010-04-28T15:10:00.004+08:00

Well life in sch has been great so far! With the new friends ard me, esp the usual girls! :D And to add on, sch canteen actually serves yummy & tasty food! Tried a few and gna try for more! POA is one of my modules for this sem and I'm feeling kinda sick of it as lecturer is just going through the basics now.. :(

Glad that we're still making time for each other although our time table don't really fits. And, I don't mind waiting for you at all, even it's for hrs just to get a glance of you :) Hehe baby, 24 days to go!! :)

2010-04-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU I SWEAR.

GET BACK QUICK BABYYYYYY! :(

2010-04-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart
- Anonymous

Ok found this on the web, how true uh? And yes, that's what I'm doing now and will continue to do so as long as you want me too! Because love has no boundaries, right baby? :)

Don't worry, be happy

2010-04-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

Went out with Ah li to JP today!!:) Ok, supposed to shop for a lot of clothings, but in the end, not even a piece, nothing much lah.. But still, enjoyed a lot 'cause I went to give Darling a surprise! Stood there for quite a while before he could notice me. (still thinking of his shocked face hahahaah) Dined at Swensens, one word, good view ahead, right Ah li? You knw what I mean lah hahahah! Ate while chit-chatting for an hr plus before heading to get the durian puffs, strong smelllllll. Home next with her! Talked like non-stop too, I guess we just got too much to say to each other!;)

Yes, this post is to you and only for you, Ms Ang Xue Li :> (don't be surprise yah..)

Don't know where to start, or how to start because there's just too much and so much that I wna express, you know and I know too :) Alright let's get to business now hahahah! Known you since sec1, and yes this friendship will still be growing you've my word for it :) Though the time frame might not be long but I believe the depth of a friendship shouldn't be determined by the time but by the moments we went through and the moments we stood by each other. I know I flare my temper on you times and times again in the past but still you didn't give up on this friendship. (I know how bad my temper is, I think is zhong suo zhou zhi already uh, wo hui gai wo da ying) And now, we're heading to our different goals in life but still in the days to come, I hope that we'll be striving for something common, yeah? :) I'll wait for the day where you'll be studying in NP k! Promise me that you'll strive hard when school starts alright? Pin high, aim high and you'll definitely achieve high as long as you put in hard work to it. Alright let me cut it short before it gets too cornyyyyy. Last note, no matter what, stay happy always and thanks for standing by me always 'cause you know I'll do the same for you too! :D And you know, I'm just a phone call away, always nmw :) Love you!

2010-04-04T16:53:00.003+08:00

Ok, I knw I hasn't blog for a period again, hahaha. Rang wo lan duo yi xia la. Ok so ytd, went to Sophia's hse with the girls. Despite having flu+cough+sore throat, I still sang. Amazing me~ HAHAHAHA. Ok, played some games organised by our chairman of the day, Tan.CB. Too exciting lah huh, seriously not for the weak hearts -.- K.. nothing much actually. Had dinner at her hse nearby, Alvin came along too. He brief Melody abt her course, freaking fuuny! No concert for you Melody! :D Rushed hme for the soccer match, shit the kayu referee for being kayu! Tsk tsk.. 2 pts behind. Working again! Yay, money.

IT Fair.

2010-03-17T22:17:00.001+08:00

Alright, it's been long since I last updated my poor blog. Sorry readers! :) There's too much things to blog abt actually..but I can't seems to rmbr any?! So let's just recall abt what happened recently, the IT Fair which happened btw 11-14mar! Worked at the Sony MP3 booth, one word > Exhausted. And it's like totally, waking up early and getting home late zzz! Stood for 4 days straight, 10hrs/day plus having to persuade consumers to buy our product just for the teeny weeny commission. Well, but sth worth saying was that on the 2nd day, a grp of youngsters from ImSocial approached us while we were eating unglam-ly, HAHAAHA! So took with the frame and Darling & I took our 2nd polaroid tgt, FOC! Was surprised when I heard that we can take a shot using polaroid tgt, & I requested taking another shot so that Darling & I can keep one each :) So at end of the day, I endured & survived through all thanks to Darlingboy. :D Let's see who gets higher k! CAFE CATEL IS ON YOU NO MATTER WHAT!:)

And yes, my Debit Visa card w Ah Li is so cool can! :D

2010-02-21T18:31:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you just wish you're like normal /typical girls who has a bunch of good /best friends that's always by her side, supporting her nmw. But you see, I'm like the opposite? Since young, it's always like this. Perhaps I'm suppose to be a guy right from the start lah huh? Hahaaaha sounds so silly. Though this bunch of guys might not be really my good friends, but they do treat me sincerely, right from their heart I can feel it and I hope it's not just a facade. I think I hang out with guys more than I do with girls. Don't call me a flirt 'cause you know I'm not. Right baby? :) So this is how I feels, you care?

perhaps a tomorrow.

2010-01-10T14:01:00.004+08:00

Alrighto jes lam ngeok ping,results are coming out in less than a day's time.18months has past so fast being with you,i ain't forgetting each moment that i have spend with you:) So finally we're graduating from Gess:) should we be happy or not? i don't know but one thing is for sure that i will miss your presence around me when we go to poly, i will miss your cold shoulders,i will miss you seating next to me in class, i will miss those times that i said i love you in class,i will miss you the most.no more of those things anymore, remember the 1st time we walked to school, till the last when i held your hand during prom:) you have given me wonderful memories for the past18months,memories worth keeping, the day you entered my life as my girlfriend , you changed my whole life,i mean really, like i totally changed all thanks to you:) i want to thank you for that, so we heading to the next chapter of our lives, we will meet bitchy idiots, but our love will stay strong, i have faith in our relationship, i really do. i know that you will do well , stop worrying alright,and i love you still. i ain't letting you leave till you say its over between us.Lets have our last meal together in Gan Eng Seng School before we say goodbye to the school,

Yours only:

2010-01-01T13:29:00.001+08:00

New Year countdown with Darling again! :D So before that, headed to OC for his jeans. We spent like an hour in the store! I guess the sales girl was pissed.. But never mind, as long as you got it will do :) Headed for Wendy's, not bad yeah Darling! Let's go there again soon :D But take away the long walk can? :x Fireworks was magnificent, but where's the heart shaped one?

:( Darling kept reminding me about taking photos of it. And I told him rather than taking photos of it, let's picture everything in our head instead. Wouldn't it be more clearer for you and I? Ok cheesy again.

Since Darling & I are tgt, I guessed we're spenting lesser times with our friends. But I don't think my friends care at all so, sorry guys that Heamen couldn't join your. I know your wouldn't mind but still.. 'Cause I got no company you seeeeeee, hahaha!

Merry Christmas to you,

2009-12-25T23:10:00.002+08:00

Wishes ballsssss! :DSo this year's christmas eve was spend with Darling, and only him. Elated, contented, warmness. Alright, so we started the day by having you tiao+douhuashui. We're their loyal fansss ^^ Shopping at town was next. I'm his personal fashion designer, HAHAHA! You hear me, personal. Got a few long sleeves tops that he desired, perfect! And I got nothing :( UNFAIR. $134 k idiot! HAHAHA. From Wisma to Orchard Pt, wobbly legs we had. Had POP-EYES for dinner, me like me like vv much 8) And, we saw the wishes balls! So Darling was like "Let's go find ours!" So cute, but was a bit taken aback when he said that, hahaha. 'Cause we did wrote on one a few weeks back when being approached by a guy. Had a solid 2 hrs of talk with Darling, accompanied by Itouch games. 2-0? Told you, I don't like to see your sad face :( , hehe. Went for bowling, and how great, we circled the whole Marina Square shopping mall just to get in, wobbly legs x2. Took the night ride bus back home at abt 3am, was freezing for the entire journey, but I'm saved by the 2 jackets I got :) Clutched on to my bag tightly when alighted, taking note of anyone following me, pace fastened. Why? Because I'm afraid of being rob :x

2009-12-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

Attended cousin's ROM, finally a get-together time with cousins again! :D Food was average, at least thr's salmon for me :> Went for small cousin's sch concert after that too, she looks so cuteeeeeee.

Contented

2009-12-17T11:46:00.009+08:00

'Cause thinking about the fact that I've met you for one week straight, and the encouraging words you always say whenever I'm about to leave for work, and although it's always the same old line (oie change lah huh hahaha!), it never fails to warm my heart and assure me that nothing has change, and I just can't stop smiling to myself when remembering the thought of it :>

2009-12-12T13:43:00.007+08:00

Morning shift today. Well, had to say this job of mine is neither tedious nor much amt of labour work is required. But yeah, boredom kills pretty :( But whatever, the thought of meeting Darling after work fills the day and so I made it through :> And finally, my dear boy got his long waiting crumpler bag! (I MEANT MINE!!) Happy? I'm happy for you k! :) Hehe. And thanks for the bag you gave me ah idiot..

I can't believe we roamed the whole town without any hesitation and finally, landed on 313 @ Somerset. SUPER PEOPLE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE SEA LAH. And again, we walked the entire shopping mall, me like! 21st k! ^^ Visited almost all the NIKE stores, even the biggest store in SEA but only to receive disappointment saying there's no woman's cutting jersey :( Last hope was at Goal @ 313 but was told that all was sold out. Nvm another last last hope will be at Queensway & Penin. PLEASE PLEASE. Dinner was at a place similar to Subway but a different version of it, something sub too. Forgotten to bring camera out so no photos for this post people :(

Side track a lil, something's weird! Some couples might find it a chore to meet their other halfs daily but for me, not boasting or any, find it rather rather happy & see it as a time for us to understand each other even better, defintely. Right baby? :> Some might be thinking "How can two different in character person who're leading two diferent types of life in the past lasted for so long? They aren't suitable for each other at all!'' But to your dismay shall be, we did and we'll continue in doing so. 'Cause people change for the better.
'Cause I'm gna stick with you no matter what, and I'm sure you'll be doing it too babyluv♥.

(SORRY FRIENDS FOR THE CORNY STUFF! :x )

2009-12-10T12:43:00.015+08:00

Christmas Carol & Astons on Nov24th with Darling was such a letdown. POOR RECOMMENDATION BY YOU :( HAHAHA. But I still enjoyed my day with you hun :>

Sightseeing & Sakae Sushi on Nov30th was slightly better yeah? FINALLY I BROUGHT YOU TO A NEW PLACE!! :D

IKEA shopping in couple tees too! Finally I got my boxes ^^

Caught New Moon with Darling last Monday too, definitely worth the 6 bucks :> Had Popeyes (POP EYES HEAMEN) for dinner next. As usual, Darling peeled the chicken for me. Can you feel the love? Hahaha! THANK YOU SO MUCH, cause' you knw I can't handle chickens well :p And yeah, the highest christmas tree in Sg!

Thanks for sending me back despite working in the morning the next day, really felt it in my heart, Darling. And even though both of us are working now, and most of the time when your work ends, my work just started. But still, I'll still make reservations for you baby. You too k? Cause' you're all that matters to me now, including my family :) Yes this is what I promised. Tmr & Sat yeah? XX !!

2009-11-19T21:01:00.013+08:00

Darling got me this wrist flower, thank you baby :)

Potential gamblers!!

Couldn't believe GESS Perfect Night was over, yesterday. Well, had to admit that although I didn't anticipate any fun before entering the ballroom, but my perspective changed after that. Dishes sucks but never mind, we've LZX sitting with us so yeah, empty plates left always! :D Photo takings at a few intervals and this is when the fun & entertainment came rolling. First game was to see which gropu of members from each table are the first to be on stage. Withought any hesitation, our grp ran up! How united we can be :D Another game was that 3 couples was called out and suddenly, Darling's and my name could be heard. Can you believe it, we did a Bollywood MV. Too much of excitement to be elaborated so check it out at fb if you want to pple :) Headed to Cineleisure with Darling, Timo, Ah Chan, Jon, Zhao Feng, Ming Soon, Wee Kiat, Mr Pang & Hong De. Heels hurts terribly and Timo told me about 7-11 slippers and yay, went down to purchase it. Thanks guys, esp baby! :) Had Xin Wang cafe & caught 2012, a really heartbreaking show, can't believe what if this really happens in reality. Guys gambled outside Taka after that, Jon-the-zheng-gei tsk tsk, hardcore gambler lah! And yes, they can even gamble even if standing up, power yeah? Ok wo shi finance deparrtment de hahaha! And all looked like retrenched workers, unlike me, a promising hotel manager ^^ Took the bus back with Darling after that, thanks for sending luv! <3

2009-11-14T23:01:00.003+08:00

Headed out with Darling boy after so lonnnnnnnnng, yeah? :) Alright cut it short, baby lent me his Ipod touch for a wk!! *winks* I'll create the high scores for you alright, don't worry :)

2009-11-09T13:56:00.003+08:00

It's ending, it's nearing. Left with Chinese & Sci P1 and I'm done. Can't bear to leave, or can't wait to move on? Not sure about it myself too, sounds rather pessimistic? Haha, but the truth does hurts baby.. Results would only be out during mid jan, guess I'll die from anticipating them!! Well, after Wed 1500, I'm free, all the O's candidates would be free toooooooo :D (smells freedom yeah?) And yay, prom night up next! Get ready girlfs, its shopping time! ^^ And hehe, someone's bday celebration too. Double happiness :)

Off for Chinese revision with Darling, you can make it, B3 yeah! :D

2009-09-07T22:58:00.003+08:00

Realised that I can't express my luv for you baby.

2009-09-04T23:59:00.001+08:00

Met Darling & headed to Little India for good indian food :) Yes trying to get a taste of his life! After long searching, found the shop & hopped in! Was taken-aback by what I saw, filled with chinese! :o Was getting rdy to eat with my hands but in the end nvr, so forks & spoons! Well, after eating, felt that I'm still loving sch's Nasi Briyani more :D Ok another place of good indian food soon alright! (sorry abt it, you knw what!)

2009-09-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Luv! Met Darling at City Hall & we had NYNY :) While dining halfway through, I went to the toilet FOR A WHILE. Not remembering that my camera had pictures of the present I'm giving him, I placed it on the table & head off. And this is when the *^%#@^& came! Ok bck, everything's normal. But after a while, noticed his cheeky smile, felt sth's amiss. He admitted after some interrogations, & guess what, he & his itchy hands peeked == IDIOT FOOL. Instantly, I just felt like whacking him up. HA HA HA & so I did. Anw, long bus ride bck was still great too :)

Darling, hope you like what I've got for you. Handmade cards<3

2009-08-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

You know you can't afford to lose now, but all you could do is to try hard, and even harder.
You know they left you, for is their lost, nothing to frown about, nothing.
And no, won't close up the gap but kept restraining.
Won't persist and hold on like how it used to, for it's not worth a single bit at all.
Because eventually everything becomes your past, just a past.
Realised who you could rely on now.

Do you believe in retribution?

2009-08-22T21:52:00.002+08:00

2009-08-10T11:30:00.004+08:00

A one min tribute was paid to him ytd at Wembley.

Chelsea 2 - 2 Manchester United

Was fighting against tiredness throughout the whole match, Imma early sleeper you knw I knw. Even though Man Utd didn't win eventually, and despite the fact that Ahdar had left, I still strongly thinks that Man Utd played rly well! Even till the last min they didn't gave up & equalised at the 90min which brought both teams to penalty. But at the end of day, Chelsea won lah!

Happy right Darling? K lah Carls Junior treat for you soon ^^

HAPPY BDAY SG!

2009-08-09T12:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 44TH SINGAPORE!

May Sg always be a prosperous & peaceful place! :)

2009-08-08T21:19:00.010+08:00

Met up with Darling Darling to study, kind of success I can say? :D HAPPY. But I guess we communicated more than what we've studied! Ha ha ha. And someone gripped my hand so hard today, idiot! WILL PAY MY REVENGE SOMEDAY, YOU WAIT ASSHOLE! :p

2009-08-07T13:21:00.000+08:00

Headed to Bugis for SG with girls, smoky & stinky! And I think I ate super lil, waste moneh lah! Tskk. Took neos after that too, its been a while girls! :)

Your impression of someone lies on the last memory your had.

2009-08-06T13:06:00.000+08:00

2009-08-02T13:31:00.004+08:00

Celebrated Grandma's bday at Jurong, I love family gathering! A chance for you to bond with your families, a chance to show your concern & care :) And, Happy Birthday Grandma! :D

Happy bday Jessie.L!

2009-07-29T23:29:00.004+08:00

Happy day! Met Bby at Marina & got a shock of my life. BIG ENOUGH HUH :) Dined at Swensen's & we took a long time to decide on what to eat, ha ha ha!! Headed to somewhr to chill & Bby had to carry that bulky thing ard, sorry yea! As usual, had a good & long chat :D Even though thr's sch the next day, Darling still accompanied me all the way bck :)

PS: Thanks for the Swenwen's treat! Thanks for the ENORMOUS gift! Thanks for sending me bck! Thanks for every everything that you did to make this day wonderful! Love you!

Shisha nightout.

2009-07-24T21:56:00.003+08:00

Met Darling at Jurong & took 51 to Bugis. Whoa, the journey is abc long! But still, enjoyable with you ard :) Had our dinner at LJS and we was snatching over packets of chilli! Can you imagine it? Shopped ard with Darling while waiting for the rest. And I kept falling =/

Shortly, the guys came & we headed to Haji Lane for Shisha. Had a fun time over thr! Ahhh I've a short breath :( Farishort almost toppled the thing, & I rescued it. THANKS ME UH! :D I knw some doesn't likes me to go for Shisha, but as Farishort've said, once in a while it's alright yah? Cheng Jun told me that the smoke is harmful for my hair & it got me so afraid! But idiot, found out that he's lying after that. Zul & his Dad came over at abt 9pm, thr comes his lame jokes! Went over to some nearby "coffeeshop" to drink after which. Zul's Dad opened one jug for us while we opened one more. Competed with LZX & he lost! :D And he turned so red. Took the train bck & all of us alighted at diff stations. Totally enjoyed today :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHERLYN

2009-07-21T19:44:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday, Sherlyn Darl :)

PE on Mon was well spent! (though I find that the playing time was real short) Had a floorball game against 2 classes, won both! Can't wait for the upcoming Sports Fiesta man! Darling finally experienced the you've-to-squeeze-in-the-train-at-peak-hrs with me. Finally understand why I hate going bck late alrd right? HA HA HA!

And due to my forgetfulness, Farishort had always been running dwn to the GO to retrieve the log bk for the class, sincerely THANK YOU! (stop saying you can't hear it & ignore those bullshit Heamen had always & will be telling you!)

Great, Solar Eclipse tmr! (how I wish I'm in China now!) I WANT TO SEE LAHHHHHH.
Lastly, hope tmr wld be a great day, for both LC & our anni! :)
PASTA PASTA PPBB<3

2009-07-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

Can't find any words to explain how secured I felt when I was with you today, Darling boy.

As promised to Goldfish, met up with him today! Finally righttttt? :) Met him at Interchange & went to fill our famished stomach up! Got our butts dwn to Town next to get my anklet replaced. (yes finally a chance that allows you to "suan" me idiot!) But still, THOUSANDS OF APOLOGIES BBY! Now fair-fair alrd kkkkk. Went to Esplanade for the NDP rehearsal. Yes, fireworks :D This yr's NDP is totally diff frm all the previous yrs. Thr's a lot of firing going on & on, & seldom that thr's quite a close up with the helicopter & navy ships! And the malay kid totally entertained Darling & I, a cutie! Needless to say, the fireworks is still as glamourizing as ever. Sang for Darling the National day songs, hahaha! Makan-ed at Makansutra, delicious! But I almost went crazy while waiting. All in all, a simple day out but filled with happiness & love. :)
And frm the moment I met Darling, till the point whr we parted, we've been talking for non-stop. (I rly mean non-stop) We can just chat abt anything under the sky, regardless abt what/who/whr. And so now, you knw how I feel & vice versa :)

This is the malay boy! He covered his ears as the firings are very loud! :DWe sat at the table 22! :D

And I hope you'll always stay the same,

cause thr's nothing 'bout you I wna change.

2009-07-18T10:18:00.004+08:00

Had Bio Pract last thur, fun! Tested for starch & reducing sugar! Anw, I don't find cutting fun at all, but Lyn likes it a lot. A potential housewife-to-be! :D And the below masterpiece was done by M.Farishort! The pac man thingy, CUTE RIGHT! :)

Staying bck till 530 daily at Library, secretly packing food in, I'm so used to it now. Who cares abt the packed train when you can practise more right, esp when thr's tchers coaching you. And they're the ones I spent it with! :)

Got this for Darling & I, Chip & Dale sticks :) Hahaha and when he saw this, he was snatching over who to take Chip with me! But you see, I'm still the winner eventually ^^v JIT SINGH!

Lastly, life is still going on great & fruitful for me, I assume? Everything's abt studies & nothing else now, Maths papers cming up one after another. Just've to bear with all these till that day arrives!

And sorry bby, that I lost the anklet :'(

2009-07-12T12:20:00.002+08:00

SXT WHAT DID YOU ATE FOR BREAKFAST TODAY? xD

2009-07-11T22:01:00.007+08:00

WIB! (Women In Black)

Work was great today! I guess half of the Sg population came to Town, bcos it's just so crowded! 人山人海 indeed! Half of the time I managed to slack(not rly slack but able to do things that're more relaxing), while the other half I managed to keep myself occupied with work. Hence, time passed by rly fast! And the greatest of all is that, Darling boy came to find me during lunch break! :D (Y)(Y)(Y)!! I guess he stood outside my workplace for a period, just to see how I'm coping with! And when I saw him, he just kept tittering at me =/ YES IMMA CUTE GIRL I KNW :p And we got identical anklets too, & the same files & erasers for sch ytd! Double yayness! :) Next work day'd be on 30th-2nd!

Thanks for cming by, just for an hr to accompany me bby luv <3

2009-07-06T21:47:00.002+08:00

Head to Vivo with girls for groceries shopping! We got "stucked" in Diaso for like an hr? Thanks to those lunchboxes! Giant was next & had a great time thr! Today was rly great. Yes, it rly is :) And, what excuse shld I fabricate for not attending for the re-exam? Mm..

2009-07-05T20:13:00.006+08:00

Yes, feeling as great as ever now! HAHAHA. I miss sch, been long since I last when. (sounds so weird!) But I rly doooo. Alright, let me say abt something that rly caught me by surprise. I was resting at hme on last Fri afternoon when suddenly, the guard called up to my hse & said I've a visitor claiming she's Arlene Pang, which is my FT's name. I was thinking hard whether was it rly her at that pt of time. Finally, bell rang & I went to the door. And guess what, it was my girls! (thou w/o Jw but I knw you rly wanted to cme) I somehow sensed that they're planning to visit me by the text msg XL sent to me, asking was I at hme. But still, I didn't rly expect it to happen. So as usual, the slackings! The only difference this time is with the presence of TXH! :D They had their dinner at my place as Mami cooked their share too & TXH was somehow hooked up by a forensic serial drama. But too bad, no SCV for you! :p
Anw, did I mention that Darling boy got me 2 Ahdar key chains the last time he went to Melacca! I'M SO HAPPY. And every night otp with him just feels so great.

Sometimes, I feel that we humans are getting more & more materialistic, be it bcos of the ever-changing economy or the pple you hang out with. I just can't stand it.

2009-07-02T09:03:00.002+08:00

Eveything just sucks with this ard, I thought it wldn't come bck anymore. Shit this.
Not attending sch bcos I can't take it anymore, & it's obstructing my eye sight terribly.

2009-06-28T13:42:00.003+08:00

Imagining having 4 periods of Eng in 1 day, 5 periods of Maths in another day..
Lessons ending at 5pm on every Mon, the rest of the days might be extended to 4pm too.
How wonderful rightttttt? ZzZzZz.

2009-06-27T12:39:00.001+08:00

Got to cover our eys because she says that we can't see the flash, eyes'll spoil! =/

2009-06-27T12:33:00.000+08:00

You knw I'm always still here, with Ms Pok :)

ECP trp with you

2009-06-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

Caught Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen at TBP wth Darlinggggggg! Yes, interesting movie indeed, worth catching it pple! Autobots against Decepticons. Optimus Prime died halfway through, and I was hoping that he'd be alive again! And yada, it rly did :D The Bummer Bee are both so entertaining, with the usual fights btw them. And Darling kept chanting in my ear that Megan Fox is so ~~hot & pretty~~, chey! You've your gangan, I've my Ahdar! Headed to ECP after which, and we saw something amusing on the bus! (rmbr the lil boy darling?) Rented a double bike when we reached, well coordination we've I can say :p And I just enjoy sitting at the bck seat, as you'll be able to wonder ard, and need not worry abt the directions all but the constant paddling will do the job! Saw Yingpin & her boyf too! And thanks to Darling, thr's soils on my slippers after that!! Hahaha nvm you got the same as I too :D When's the next ECP trip with you again? :)

Forget the unhappiness, the good'll do k? :)

2009-06-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Lyn's bday at Sop's hse. Well, everything went out perfectly :)

2009-06-22T23:03:00.010+08:00

Met Darling at CCK & we took the train to Novena! :D Shop, shopping & shopped! Was hunting for the HK shop but sadly, only managed to find one only, forgot whr's the other. Nvm, and Darling got his shoes too. (THANKS FOR THE VOUCHER!) Head to Iluma(our first time going thr) after that & we caught the movie I Love You, Man, (Transformers soon k?) :) Yes, it's a gay movie =/ Followed by Fish & Co. for dinner :D YAY FINALLY. We purchased a pair of same Braziliano Praia too. (L)

One yr has gone so fast, & I still love you so much. Thanks for all that you did, & I rly meant it. (the rest I wna say're all alrd in the text msg!)

And oh baby. Happy 1st to you & I :) Love me more yea? XOXO'

2009-06-21T19:12:00.000+08:00

Tmr shall be :D

2009-06-19T10:50:00.008+08:00

A video on Obama slapping a fly during an interview. And ha, it's real funny. But I wonder why the media are making a mountain out of a mole when it's just, mm, hitting a teeny fly. Didn't you did it before? ROFL.

2009-06-18T23:50:00.005+08:00

Had my way to Town earlier than supposed for window shopping, & met the girls abt an hr later at Cineleisure for pls-pay-$6-to scary-yourself movie, Drag me to hell. At first, we was thinking that it's not a real hell scary movie as Xi Ting's sis said so. But after the movie, I gave it a second thought. DAMN SCARY CANNNN. All I can say is, the storyline is mavellous, a total real horror movie, as least for me. (I wonder how'd they thought of this so perfectly!) Throughout the movie, Lyn was clutching onto Xi Ting's arms, Xi Ting & I covering our mouths, Xue Li covering her ears while Jing Wen covering her whole face, except her eyes. Hence, our arms are all jaded after that. ROFL! Clarke quay after which & yay, that riverbank as always :) Recapping those memories wasn't good, whatever. Got hme alone & I think I can do this always, I'm sure.

(4moredayslefttt!)

2009-06-16T18:34:00.003+08:00

Ghosts of Girlfriends Past with Darling, great! One of the lots that I find it worth to. Mm, but someone doesn't thinks so.. :) Saw Ahdar's poster too! (looks above)

"I promise, I'll be next to you, till the morning, everything" Sweetttt!

And hey, next Mon luv!!

Happily & ever after.

HAPPY 2012! *throws confetti*

I have died everyday waiting for you~

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Bye, 2010

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